life seems so easy when you are alone. easy as it sounds it is, it feels empty. an empty shell longing to have someone special to give your heart to. well of course you have family, but the difference is, they are family. what i'm talking about is loving someone. seems so easy to type it here. where no one will read this shit. haha...even i am feeling like an idiot about creating this blog. well call me a wuss but at least doing this can ( i hope) reduce my stress towards my full of shit life.
well actually not that full of shit since its been a while that someone come and brought up a ray of light inside my heart. sigh. sounds corny rite. but its the truth. among the lifeless corpse of zombie around me, she was standing there, full of life, smiling and giving me the warmth of love and friendship. to have someone that care about you, love you for who you are, isn't that is the greatest gift of life? to be able to say i love you, and to be able to feel the feeling of being in love, isn't that what makes this journey worthwhile?
it seem like just yesterday i first met her. knowing her in the online world really makes our first encounter not that interesting. so i devise a plan. a plan to make as much special memory with her as i can. well i thought by doing this we can talk more later when we reminiscent on how we meet, fall in love and all. but she's not making it easy for me. well people say that great things are worth the wait. so i guess i'll wait. no matter how long it takes. i'll wait for her to say that word. that one word...
